Monday, November 30, 2009

7 deadly sins

PRIDE is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.

ENVY is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

GLUTTONY is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.

lUST is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

ANGER is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.

GREED is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.

SLOTH is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Limak, Pulu, Duakribupitan

Tudu pun jan, ngudo pun jan. Matan kan ikem tudu. Lengio. Avin nun? jieh.. la'ei kui surfing. Nun ak na jima. hadui au semakin em nyatan. lema, duya. jinun tengayet. hiran seng nehari. start maring nguak. ateng kerei anih akui paget ingat dahu dahak bakeh kui halem facebook : no matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up!!

Kajo dahok anih. ma'ei perangsang men akui. Lekoh.. baiii... lekoh.... baiiiiii!!! biti, nyadui hep. duwi kupi, call baby,.. nun? oh ya, call baby. kawah kui dahok. lebak ket aleng ngelisun halem kuhung kui. usan na duya lahu. tagak jarun anih deh nyeman-nyeman usan malem anih nguak. Mingi kui pelemanak.. behi jan deng geri..... mayak dahak anak kui. sedirik, dep, ..masi ulak!! nginah tek ihak, harap deng tulung. mayak.....

Hiran pudei gaya urip. mejei dahin ala duak ket aleng jan adil!! amoh? bara akui kerei.. nesek! hiran nak adil? jan ibuh pelemanak. joh tua nah. akuipun jan paham. duwi burak? tek kah. jan ikem duwi. jan minat duwi. jan pernah piker duwi... dara meran nah burak anan ahh... bei nak. lok tinan ateng hiran-hiran tih. ju akui loh kah aleng metek nak au anih. ureh kak jam nak.... asum nunan... kavei aring.

Nyadui,..

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Friday, August 14, 2009

Monday, June 15, 2009

Happy Fathers Day to all Kayan Amei


What am i going to write? I was trying to calm myself and not to burst out.. Pernahkah itam pelemanak.. ngeniheng dahin "feel" the challenge of being father?


Tough, really tough for me.. being a son is not as easy as it look.. one thing for sure, i cant afford to screw up in any of my steps.. seriously.. no mistake allowed. My life is about being a very responsible son, a leader. Trying to take everything done, by my own.. sometimes i feel like a damn burden.. but to think it back.. the reason our father working so hard.. despite of his poorness.. it is worth it.. I’m willing to take this on board… I don’t mind all the pains..the scar.. Because i know, its for our future and i thanks you for that. amei. i learn from it.. how’s it taste! About "urip", about surviving in this world.. u really do.. even it is different from the way others teach their kids..


To all "APAIs men usun tana" out there,.....Happy Belated Father’s day..


Father's Day Quotes


"He opened the jar of pickles when no one else could. He was the only one in the house who wasn't afraid to go into the basement by himself. He cut himself shaving, but no one kissed it or got excited about it. It was understood when it rained, he got the car and brought it around to the door. When anyone was sick, he went out to get the prescription filled. He took lots of pictures ... but he was never in them."


"The most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother."

"We never know the love of our parents for us till we have become parents."

"I have always looked at life as a voyage, mostly wonderful, sometimes frightening. In my family and friends I have discovered treasure more valuable than gold."

"The most extraordinary thing in the world is an ordinary man and an ordinary woman and their ordinary children."

"The family is the test of freedom; because the family is the only thing that the free man makes for himself and by himself."

"Fatherhood is pretending the present you love the most is soap-on-a-rope."

"You know, fathers just have a way of putting everything together. "

"Be kind to thy father, for when thou were young, who loved thee so fondly as he? He caught the first accents that fell from thy tongue, and joined in thy innocent glee."

"Role modeling is the most basic responsibility of parents. Parents are handing life's scripts to their children, scripts that in all likelihood will be acted out for the rest of the childrens' lives."

"People who exercise their embryonic freedom day after day, little by little, expand that freedom. People who do not will find that it withers until they are literally 'being lived.' They are acting out scripts written by parents, associates, and society."

"What a dreadful thing it must be to have a dull father. "

"Those who trust us educate us."

"To her the name of father was another name for love. "

"The longer I live the more convinced I become that God governs in the affairs of men. And have we now forgotten that powerful friend? Or do we imagine we no longer need His assistance. "

"Parents can tell but never teach, unless they practice what they preach."

"When Charles first saw our child Mary, he said all the proper things for a new father. He looked upon the poor little red thing and blurted, 'She's more beautiful than the Brooklyn Bridge. "

"To be a successful father...there's one absolute rule: when you have a kid, don't look at it for the first two years. "

"The best of all gifts around any Christmas tree: the presence of a happy family all wrapped up in each other."

"I am not caused by my history--my parents, my childhood and development. These are mirrors in which I may catch glimpses of my image."

Monday, May 11, 2009

Tekju Telang Gak Ha' Jenawa Halam

Selingit anih meran tusah na' tek akui. Bisa'. Sukup Bisa'. Merisa' do malem kui kenan na'. Pah gaya kui pelemana' nunok seng hado hiak. makin dara, makin kui em deng melek hiak.. hajak kah men una' kenep anih em kela' kela' halem tengayet.. biar mujoh ivah, nebiek lura, ngelunu mata' , kapet... tetap jan...... avin nun... avin akui na aik!!

Jadi kerei anih,.. walaupun men su, paget kui deng nerana' ina ano anih. Dalem, bo, liva, layang, datah, giham... deng loh kah akui mili tang tudek kui keja-u. Asi ula', nuhong pah do pah malem, pun tingang makin madang su.. Mungkin jaka' na' anih. sayu kenep men ikam puyok kui. Minapun ituk nunih, akui harep ika' dena' halem syurga ka'.

I trusted in you. You Awoke my secret fears. I wish I had a reason. Opened everlasting scars. Hurt me with a smile. The scar you left is everlasting. When blood tears falls down after all this pain. I can remember those nights, It looks insane. I want you Keligit Ida Beran!! I want you anyway. I'll write using my own blood. FIST BLOOD SCAR.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Mother's Day



Motherhood is priced; Of God, at price no man may dare to lessen or misunderstand. The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new. Sayu ngelarah men itam lim : Kamah Lejo

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

If everyone cared

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

[Chorus:]
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing

Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
(I'm alive)

[Chorus x2]

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...

[Chorus]

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died

Nickelback

it's been a while

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while
since i could call you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been a while
since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must i feel this way?
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

Its been awhile
Since I could lok at myself straight
and it's been awhile
since i said i'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
I know it's me i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry

Staind